Friday, May 26, 2006

-rules of the game-

Petang tadik before masuk office aku jumpe kawan aku. She need someone to share her problem. Besides masa aku ade prob dulu aku pon penah citer kat dia. I listened all the problem. I give her chance to express everything. To be honest it's really sad to see her like that. Memang aku kalu ikut nak nangis gak. But aku kene kuat sket. Ye laa takan aku nak tambah sedeh lagi plak kan. Ironic nye what happened to her is exactly like what happened to me previously. And dulu pon masalah neh jugak lah aku mintak pendapat dari dia.

What to say, been left out really hurt. The scars is very difficult to heal. Bile org dah takde perasaan memang dia akan pergi dan terus pergi. Tambah pulak dah ade yang baru. Memang aku geram bile pompuan kene camneh. Sangatlah geram. Yang lebeh sedeh dan perit, dah taknak and memang takde perasaan still nak tunjuk carring. Kekunun nak amik berat and alasan atas dasar 'kawan'. But the truth is they try to avoid their guilty feeling sebenonye. Arr shaitt la dow!!..

Ape yang aku leh ckap kat sini, if they wanna go just let them go. Jangan sekali rasa bersalah. And jangan sesekali rasa sebab kite lah mereka pegi. No!!..Actually they really wanna go but they wanna us to say it first. Look this life in different view. It's hard at first time, but when time past by we will know and realize it...

Emo di pagi hari ehehe..tp betui laa tu kan ehhee..aku bukan nak bias..nak hentam laki ke ape..same thing gak laa kalu laki yang kene main ngan pompuan kan kan..

well tomorrow means this night laa i will handle my own class..cuak laa plak..slides dah siap..just tunggu presentation jer..member2 aku sebuk laa plak nak wat observation termasuk lah ex-ex trainer aku dolu ehhehe..gelabah deh..wish me luck haaa..adioss!!!

p/s: aku skang layan citer spanish kat TV3 kul 3.30ptg..ala2 betty citer nye..besh kome!!..rugi ler tak dapat tengok..tu laa sape suh keje siang ngeh ngeh ngeh :D

3 Comments:

At May 26, 2006 10:12 AM, Blogger Jeketbiru said...

weh..aku tengok desperate housewives..besh wehhh..rugi ang keje malam, ahaks;P

 
At May 27, 2006 12:31 AM, Blogger ciktenang said...

takpe walaupun sakit..biarkan aje laki bodoh pergi dari sisi kita..hehe..

 
At May 27, 2006 1:04 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

to cik emi :

alaa tak kesah :p

to cik tenang :
yeahh!!..nyahkan aje mereka semua >:)

 

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