-new year eve-
erm sedaq tak sedaq 2005 dah nak melabuhkan tirainye..just a few hours more the new 2006 will come..nak citer psai 2005 memang sampe ke sudah tak abeh ehehe..banyak sangat menda jadi tu yang tak abeh tu..but the major thing is 2005 aku abeh belajaq and mule berkerja..mule dapat gaji sendiri..dapat lesen kete and have own asset which is my beloved red..
among friends rasanye tahun neh cam banyak reU..exspecially ngan dak2 skulah..attend kenduri kawen member2..hang out wif my best buddy emi and build new friendship kat opis..kire friendship thingy cam happening gak laa..
family ermm everything seems to be find..seme ok..aku dok ngan parents 24/7 after 12 years dok berdikari cewah..lama kan?!..yer arr since form 1 till final year kat MMU..rasanye ukhwah kekeluargaan become more stronger and stronger..cume ahli keluarga jer tak bertambah..opss bukan anak aku ekk..anak buah..maybe takde rezeki lagik..but who knows might be next year dapat anak buah..so jadik mak lang laa aku nanti ;)
talk bout personal life yang melibatkan ati dan perasaan i guess memang penuh ngan cobaan dan dugaan cewah..lots of colour lahh..kekadang terpikir tak sangka aku leh sakit sampe camtu sekali..tp nampaknye seme sudah semakin puleh..alhamdulillah..biaq lah cerita lama tu ilang bak angin lalu ehhehe..pengalaman tu mengajaq aku supaya menjadik lebeh dewasa sebenaqnye..
erm moge tahun baru membawa lembaran baru tuk aku and semua..moge Allah mempermudahkan segala perancangan..perancangan?!..yes i have lots of plan for becoming new year..antaranye nak jadik someone yang more better..jadi anak yang baik, kawan yang baik dan perkerja yang cemerlang cewah..whatever it is semoga new year memberi kebahagian wat kite semua..selamat menyambut tahun baru and be prepared wockay!..2006, here i come!! *wink*
-monolog dalaman-
Monolog dalaman?!..aku pon tak tau menda ape neh..tp aku belajaq wording neh dari umet adek aku cik jue..kami kalu nampak jer org cam jiwa kacau ke, tak tentu angin ke haa keluaq laa wording neh..tak len tak bukan monolog dalaman laa tu..
em im back to work this day after having long vacation..td aku wat satu application tu RM nye instruction not so clear..susah gak nak tangkap ape yang dia nak sebenonye..aku call dia tak dapat..most of UK managers still on leave till new year..so aku assumed RM neh ade masalah monolog dalaman ehehe..musti time tu men hentam jer cuz excited nak cuti..last aku wat jer laa kot suke aku..gune instinct..memang keje aku neh memerlukan daya pembacaan pikiran yang tinggi cewah ditambah ngan tulisan mat salleh yang kekadang bak gigi jaws huhu..banyak assumption nak kene wat..but whatever it is still kene back to basic gak laaa..Business Instruction Manual..kalu kite wat ape2 kite bagi advise yang kaw2 nye most of the RM will understand it..alaa sometimes depa pon bukan tau procedures sangat :D
k lah tu jer kot..anda paham ape itu monolog dalaman?!..aku pon tak paham..hantam sajalah ehhee..till next..boits!!
-Selamat Pengantin Baru Halimah & Asaari-
Sepeti yang dirancang alhamdulillah aku selamat pergi dan pulang dari kenduri my classmate Halimatun Saadiah & Mohd Asaari..memang sama cantik sama padan ngan persalinan serba hijau cewah..ade gaya wartawan majalah Jelita tak?! ehehe..aku pi ngan my kembaq siam cikgu emi and sowang lagi classmate kak sya..yang lain tak dapat nak join cuz ade hal..besides kenduri is on saturday..most of them still working on that day..so they not able to make it..even kami 3 je yang ade tapi havoc tetap havoc..sebab pengantin dia memang cool..matun memang still macam kat skulah ngan selamba rock nye..suke tul wat lawak..padanlah ngan suami nye yang lawak jugak..suke lak aku tengok depa dua..Selamat Pengantin Baru for both of them..new life is waiting..moge berbahagia hingga ke anak cucu..aminnn :)
p/s: ril penah tak baca buku Bujang OK..sure kaya!!..karya Mimi Salleh..not bad buku neh..yok ke MPH ;)
-long vacation-
erm skang neh kalu keje seme item RM nak urgent jer..almaklum lah deme dah nak raya..sure dah sebuk nak cuti cuz nak masak ayam turkey..kat opis tadik pon ade dak2 first direct wat coral singing..alaa nyanyi2 sambil main gitar..terlayan gak aku tadik ehhee..aku dah start cuti dah ari neh (jumaat)...saje menghabiskan AL yang ade eehhe..kebetulan bersambung ngan weekend and krismas plus boxing day on tuesday..merepak tul mat saleh UK neh..boxing day pon ade cuti ehhee..
sok pagi aku akan ke ipoh..nape?..haaa ape lagi makan kenduri kawen lagi lah..tp kenduri nye sabtu kat Grik..one of my classmate masa skulah will getting married..so aku pi ipoh nak transit kat umah emi then kite owg akan pi Grik sesama..ishh memang giler kenduri tui aku ngan emi ehehe..
k laa after balik dari ipoh aku update lagik..have a nice weekend..maal salamah..daaaa!!!
p/s: tam ko bile nak balik mesia nye? :D
-Because Of You-
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe sideSo I don't get hurt Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
by Kelly Clarkson
Selamat Pengantin Baru Nissa & Azrezal-
Im attending my classmate wedding at Teluk Intan today (Ahad)..Nissa is my classmate masa form 4 and 5 at SMKASR..suami dia pon bukan org lain..skulah aku nye ketua Alumni..The wedding is very nice..pengantin pon bak pinang dibelah dua..sama cantik sama padan gitu..but the best thing is jumpe kawan2 skulah lahh..tak banyak yang berubah..kalu jumpe sembang cam sembang kat hostel dulu gak laa..tak sedaq diri dah veteran ehhee..Selamat Pengantin Baru for Nissa & Azrezal..semoga bahagia ke anak cucu, aminnn..till next..daaa!!!
p/s: weh emi rugi ang tak join aku pi umah mariah..pekena durian wehh!!..nyum nyum!!!
-match making-
did you believe in match making?..previously i dont..but now looks like i need to believe it..just look the world in different perpective rite?!..be happy alwiz!! till then n daaa!!
-bikin ribut jer-
ermm not updating for past few days coz facing pc troubleshooting wah wahh..pc aku rusakk!!..hard disk corrupt uhukss..but now dah ok dah laa after anto kat operation room sg besi indah..besh gak rasa cam dapat pc baru ditemani sound system baru cewahh..tp satu jer laa seme lagu2 aku donlod dari 2nd year sampe final year kat MMU sudah tiada lagi..as well as those fotos..takpe ade hikmah di sebaliknye..(cam ape jer aku neh)..
neh kesah aku nak balik dari sg besi indah semalam..giler laa apak ade sekoq anjing tak sedaq diri neh dok men lumbe2 ngan aku..giler arr ding dong..cuak gak aku..ade ke dia leh nak jalan seiring ngan kete aku..pehtu aku laju dia makin laju..aku pelik tengok die..dia pelik tengok aku hhuhuuh..macam men aci ligan lak..aku belok kiri dia belok kiri, aku belok kanan dia belok kanan..giler ke ape..ikut ati nak stop kete jap..pehtu tengok dia nak pi mana..tp watnye dia terpa kete aku haaa kan nanye tu..aku pon ape lagi tak terkawal dah emosi membawa kete pada tahap kelajuan yang sesuwaii jer arr..banyak bonggol tak leh nak laju mana..kang rosak lak CPU yang baru dibedah ehehhe..last2 aku rasa dia dah tak larat ato minyak dia abeh kot so dia slow down..aku pon tengok cermin dia dah jauh kat belakang..perghh selamat..ishhh ishh bikin ribut jer *grin*
itu aje..illalliqa' :)
p/s: credit to mr die hard fan chelsea who fixing my CPU..thanks dude :)
-Rahsia Luna-
Rahsia Luna - Salon SoundtrackSeterang bulan di taman mainan
Pasti kau jadikan sebuah khayalan
Kau pergi dari sini
Aku tak mahu kesana
Seindah bulan di taman khayalan
Pasti kau jadikan sebuah perhiasan
Dan kau pergi dari sini
Aku tak mahu kesana
Ohh cinta mengapa kau sering mengata diri
Mengapa kau sering membohongi diri
Ku tak mahu kau pergi kesana kemari
Ohh cinta mengapa kau sering membohongi diri
Apakah aku yang sering tak mengerti
Ku tak mahu kau datang kembali kemari..kesini..
ps: credit to zuril who sent this song to me..chaiyo chaiyo!!
-monday sicknes-
ari senin kalu keje memang laa hari yang paling mandom ehhee..yer arr after two days lepak kat umah kan..ari neh aku drive pi keje cam org baru bawak kete..ntah ape2 jer ehhee..tu laa betui laa org ckap kalu dah ade lesen kene drive selalu..kalu tak mati skill memandu (eh cam pantun dua kerat lak :D)..buat nye cam aku neh..baru dua hari dah rasa len macam ngeh ngeh..
diam tak diam dah nak setahun aku keje kat company skang neh..ari2 ngadap pc, processing..kekadang tepikir gak cam buhsan..sampe bila nak dok kat situ jer kan..tp tu laa aku sayang sebenonye company aku skang cewah (cam aku owner yang berkepentingan jerk)..working environment dia memang sempoi..pada aku dia nye environment tak ubah cam kolej..seress!!..one department ngan one department tu cam dak class A ngan dak class B..pehtu kalu nak lalu kat department B tu cam takut dan shy2 cat meowww!!..rasanye macam hangpa nak passed by class awek cun ato pakwe encem lahh ahaks..ape?! takde ekk..alaa tipu laa kome..aku rasa seme akan rasa camtu kan kan..pehtu kalu ade yang kepochi sket arr tu kaki bodek lecturer (manager) hehhee..yang senyap tu haa tu dak smart and nerd ehhe..every month ade je budak baru masuk..even sebelah department..tp rasa cam dak junior masuk kolej laa..mata sure cari yang cun2 and comey2 *wink*..tu yang wat sayang nak blah tu ehhee..tp tengok laa keadaan..so far aku leh bertahan lagi ngan working hour n cuti cutian kat kompeni neh..banyak menda dah aku korbankan cewah..pasar malam tak dapat pi dah..samarenda jangan harap nak follow ehhehe..kalu ade astro len laa citer yer dak..citer ulang siang malam..tp takpe..selagi ok aku bertahan..maybe rezeki aku kat situ wat masa neh..but when dah ade komitmen and tibe masa menuntut aku mengubah timing keje aku, have too lah do something kan kan..
k lahh itu aje celoteh cik comots ari neh..ketemuk lagi daaaa!!!..
-back to back-
ive been thinking alot this weekend..i think this is the time for me to forget everything and start new fresh one..year end is just arround the corner..i need a brand new me maybe..might be the true me that merely lost lately..let the things happened fade away..take it as a spice of life..thank God im still here, still got ppl that really appreciate me..thanks for those who gave me a really precious support..luv u guys!!..be happy alwiz :)
-to be good or to be bad-
sometimes we might confuse with what we are facing through..is it the rite path or not..am i being gud to all or am i being bias..its hard actually to keep all ppl hearts..because human is subjective..some ppl may say that thing is rite and some ppl might say that thing is wrong..the true is just be urself..that was normal attitude in judging ppl..just let be what they wanna say..the important thing is u know who u are and what u facing through..just remember, ppl who've been jelousing you is ppl who realy want be like you..at the end there is nothing to gain there is nothing to lose..be wise and sincere..everything should be fine then :)
-my journey-
erm cam lama gak aku tak update..bukan ape agak busy semenjak due menjak..since jumaat last week sampe laa ke ari neh..jumaat ari tu aku telah berjaya menempuh perjalanan yang panjang dari kl ke kuala kangsar bersama cik fuzzy..plan memula nak naik bus jer n tinggal kete kat balakong..tp skali si fuzzy neh ubah plan dan berjaya mengconvincekan aku tuk drive jer..sori ekk mr su len kali laa aku nyusahkan kan ang ekk..tp kan memang timekaseh laa atas kesudian ang nak tolong aku..eh ni sembang ke entry blog :D..
sabtu kenduri sepupu aku yang dok ngan opah aku kat Kati Kuale..agak meriah n happening gak laa kendurinye..aku,fuzzy n akak ditugaskan menyiapkan pengantin dan di ketuai oleh maksu aku..aku tak de laa reti sangat..just bagi pendapat jer ehehe..then tugas kedua aku jadik fotograper tak bertauliah..sian pengantin kena dera wat possing tu possing neh..yang besh siap bukak majalah tu nak cari pos yang menarik..almaklumlam amatur kan ngeh ngeh..
ahad kite owg nganto pengantin ke umah pengantin laki kat Sayong Kuale Kangso..cam rombongan cik kiah la plak..cam seronok lak bile berkonvoi beramai2..after makan2 possing2 kami bergerak pulang..lepas lepak jap kat umah opah, aku ngan fuzzy bertolak pulang..sebelom tu sempat gak ler singgah tepeng mengimbau kenangan lama uhukss..sempat pekena neslo ais kat Buyung tu..tergezut jer Mat Zain tengok aku ngan fuzzy..dah ler dedua pkai baju kurung ehee..sesembang sepam due then kami pon gerak meneruskan perjalan ke KL..
sampe s.alam anto fuzzy kat sek 8..pehtu aku p Bukit Raja sebab cik emi n kak selly dah booking tiket PHSM 2 malam tu (gerun seh citer neh)..make ke Bukit Raja laa aku malam tu ngan baju kurung kenduri..seme dok pandang semacam..tp tak kesah ler still in mode raya kan..yang syok aku siap pkai selipar jepun jer ehhee..after layan movie overnight kat umah emi..then tengah hari soknye aku tolak pi opish ngan cik farah dari s.alam..after keje aku tak balik kajang lagik cuz mak aku still tak balik dari kg lagik..so aku lepak ler tidoq umah ilzam kat cyberia..malam semalam baru ler aku balik kajang balik ehehee..
itulah kesahnye aku for the past few days..memang penat tp keseronokan bersama ahlil keluarga n kawan2 tu yang wat hilang penat kan kan..k tu jer kots..to ppl on earth..appreciate every single joy that u have..be happy alwiz..sedeh pon wat happy jer ehehe..before end Selamat Pengantin Baru to my kezen's Ayu and her beloved husband Ejun..wish u guys happy ever after..till next..daaa!!
