-Kekasih Gelapku-
ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
yang kucari s'lama ini dalam hidupku
dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku
yang panjang dalam hidupku
ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
kekasih gelapku...
by Ungu..
-Cinta Tak Bersyarat-
Tak ada sedikitpun sesalku
Tlah bertahan dengan setiaku
Walau diakhir jalan
Kuharus melepaskan dirimu
Ternyata tak mampu kau melihat
Dalamnya cintaku yang hebat
Hingga ada alasan
Bagimu tuk tinggalkan setiamu
Demi nama cinta
Telah kupersembahkan hatiku hanya untukmu
Tlah kujaga kejujuran dalam setiap nafasku
Karna demi cinta
Telah kurelakan kecewaku atas ingkarmu
Sebab kumengerti cinta itu tak mesti memilikiAndai saja bisa kau pahami
Layaknya arti cinta sejati
Karna cinta yang sungguhTiada akan pernah mungkin bersyarat Ternyata tak mampu kau melihat
Dalamnya cintaku yang hebat
besh plak layan lagu element neh..oppsss im not in love with any one currently..tp crush tu adelah ehehe..anyway just wanna say that we are free to love anybody..no matter that person know it or not..cuz there is no condition to love or being loved!..just follow the flow and hopping the best and be good..rest lets Allah show His magic then..peace! ;)
-Tertekan!-
hmmm terasa amat busy sekali lately neh..keje melambak!..banyak menda nak pikir arrrrgghhhh!!..kalu dulu kite wat keje kite jer..tertekan lahh plaks!..sape nak ikut aku merelease tension?!..drive sampe melaka..makan ais kacang then balik KL balik huhuhu..bleh ke?..cadangan lain?!..
lari-lari aku lari tinggalkan semua ini untuk mencari ketenangan...naa naaa aa naaaa~~
-ntah laa labu-
penat laa beb..orang2 yang aku minat pasti minat kat orang2 sekelilingku..tak pon orang2 sekelilingku minat kat orang yang aku minat..buhsan laa plak ahaha..maybe aku patut berhenti minat2 orang neh..wat bodo jer kan..tak pon kalu minat sesapa jgn bagi tau orang..sebab at least adelah alasan..erm takpe dia tak tau aku minat orang tu..so it's ok laa kalu dia nak cakap apa2 pon..
at the end of the day pujuk diri sendiri jugaklah jawabnye..erm dah nasib badan *grin*
-Spot Da Different-
Haaa gambar cup cake neh aku amik kat Plaza Masalam ngan kak sally last two weeks..mula kami rasa seronok tengok cup cake yang berwarna warni..but then kak sally terpasan sesuatu..terus kami dua gelak terkekek2 sebab ade sesuatu yang pelik telah terjadik kat cup cake neh..
cube korang perati betui2..pasan tak ade cup cake yang condong ke timur..macam senget sket laa..tak tau laa ape yg telah terjadik..tak pulak kami pi tanye kat tukang wat cake tu..tp ape2 pon cup cake yang pelik tu lah telah menarik perhatian cik sally lalu dia terus membeli..
jadi moral of the story, biarlah kite rasa kite pelik tapi unik, dari hensem ato lawa cun melecun tapi plain! ehehe..just be yourself in whatever u do..proud of what u are..cuz each of us are special & different in our own ways..dan ingat perpatah ade mengatakan, hanya jauhari yang mengenal manikam..wallahualam..till then..tataaaa!!..
-Sweet Thought-
"You are the omega of my heart, the foundation of conception of love..When i think of what a women should be, its you that i first think of..You will never fully understand how my heart fells for you..Im worried if we'll grow up apart, and i'll end up by losing you..You bring me to climax without sex, and you do it with regal grace..You are my heart in human form, a friend that i could never replace.."
someone gave this msg to me a few days ago..and it's really touch me straight to my heart..thank you!..its really sweet though!..
p/s: gambar diatas hanyalah perhiasan semata-mata ek..tp dia adalah salah seorang kawan yang tidak ade tolok badingnya..she is my chicken little *wink*..
-A Simple Hello-
A hetic day for me since yesterday..i've just been appointed as deputy lead checker for my process..alaa takde laa gempak mana..just monitoring checking team..but scope besor sket..
well tadik makan dulu kat cafe before masuk keje..ngah berator nak bayo tetiba ade mamat mocel kat sebelah..hahaha sapa lagi kalu bukan en frodo..aku tekejut sebab masa nak masuk cafe dia kat internet kiosk tetibe leh muncul..then aku yang terkejut memang akan bersuara.."eh camne ko leh ade kat sini..tadik bukan kat luar"..sambil tersenyum dia menjawab.."aku sentiasa berada dimana ko berada"..aaaarrhhhhh ayatss karatsss doh!...(lam hati aku gelak guling2)..how come laa such words leh kuar dari mulut orang cam dia..yes memang laa tu ayat mengayat..but the things is cam tak sesuwaiii jer..sebab ayat buku tu ahhahaa...but aku yang kebetulan berfikiran pantas dan mode komedi membalas.."ouh ko neh macam orang DG tu ek..tp ko kaler merah laa hehe"..since dia pkai t-shirt merah kan (yang beh kuang sama ngan kemeja i tu cik sally ehhhee)..dan dia hanya tergelak comel..haipp sib baik processor dia ok hari neh..kalu tak sure terpinga2 seperti biasa..ke processor aku ek yang slalu rosak ahahhaa..
anyway just wanna a say that sometimes a simple hello from someone who can gives an impact to our life pon leh wat kite tersenyum sepanjang hari..eventhough short and simple communication pon leh wat kite gumbira..yes aku happy time tu..sebab mamat frodo neh ade angin..bile nak tegur dia tegur..kalu tak dia wat tatau jer..ape2 pon layan kan aje..and betui laa salah satu kenyataan "air mata lelaki" seperti entry yang lalu...
"but then you'll know that you miss someone very much when every time you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick 'Hello' from that person brings the broken pieces back..."tp aku tak lah rindu en frodo tu..just minat ajer..wallahualam..till then..tata!!
-He & She Teardrops-
Two tear drops were floating down the river. one teardrop said to the other,"i'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. who are you?""i'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girl go....."
she teardrop consoled, "there would come a time when we have to stop loving someone because we found out that they'd be happier if we let them go..."
he teardrop replied, "but then you'll know that you miss someone very much when every time you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick 'Hello' from that person brings the broken pieces back..."
she teardrop said, "it's really painful to say goodbye to someone else that you don't want to let go; but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship workout the way it should be."
she continued, "LOVE? it's kind of complicated,but i'll tell you this... the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right there...."
he teardrop pondered and said, "you know, if i had the letters "HRT", i can add "EA" to get a "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". but i'd rather choose "U" and get "HURT" than have a "HEART"without "U"...
she teardrop smiled and replied, "giving someone all your love is not an assurance that she will love you back. don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in her heart, if it doesn't, be contented it grows in yours."
he teardrop continued, "she told me once, do not be too good, i will miss you. don't be too caring; i might like you. don't be too sweet; i might fall foryou."
she teardrop smiled and said, "A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes."
She teardrop continued, "if you love her please let her know because it hurts to love when you have togo. take care of me; don't go away because if you love me, you will stay... i love you and do you know why? you got me when you first said 'Hi'"
he teardrop said, "you are brave she teardrop, now i know it's always better to have found the courageto love even if you lose it in the end rather than never found love because you were too afraid of the challenge."
he teardrop continued further, "did you know that the expression "Nothing" is the subconscious mind's way of saying I Love You... that's what i do,i told her NOTHING and because of that i lost her even though i love her... i cry for the time that she was almost mine, i cry for the memories i've left behind, i cry for the pain, the lost, the old and the new. i cry for the times i thought i had her!"
she teardrop consoled, "Relationships are like glass, sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together, or worse, have nothing strong to bind it together. you never lose in loving. you only lose in holding back."
he teardrop cried, "Now i know, i have learned. don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you, don't drive it away from you because if you did, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once next to YOU..."
p/s: aku copy menda neh dari comment box one of my friend..orang yang buh komen tu ckap kronologi cerita neh tak tersusun and suruh kite susun sendiri..but aku rasa tak tersusun pon menarik juga ceritanya kan kan..ape pendapat kome?
It's started from last friday..sebenonye ade plan nak pi PD and pegi kenduri kat Kuala Pilah..one of my officemate kawen..but then tempat yang nak tido tu fully booked..so plan A ubah jadi plan B..Jumaat aku cuti and berjaya pengaruh rakan2 sebaya menonton Transformers..yes i watched it again!..even aku dah masuk second time tp aku yang terlebeh excited!..on da way ke Mid Valley nampak iklan dia aku dah tepuk2 tangan..gelak je si farah W tengok aku huhu..
sabtu plan bersuka ria pon bermula..mula ngan aktiviti karok kat KTV Yow Chuan plaza..ini lah first time aku pi karaoke bilik ehhe..selalu karok jamban jer..kami smua ade 6 orang..five ladies and one man..dak opis aku si rizal..sian dia tersiput2..kene pakse nyanyi baru nak nyanyi..cik farah chicken little sampe lewat sket..and bila dia mai jer maka terjadiklah kekecohan dalah bilik tu ahaha..bilik sket nye beso..orang ciput jer..bleh muat 20 orang egege..ape lagi runggeng rukiah laa kami..dari nyanyi solo, beregu dan akhirnya jadik koir sekulah menengah!..bile semua tak larat nak nyanyi men nyanyi separuh2 jer song in queue..(cik emi dan sally, nanti kite pi nak!..sewa bilik small jer *wink*)
lepas nanyi sesi jalan2 cari makan..destinasinye Kg Baru..Chop & Steak!..this is my second time having dinner there..penuh giler..kene tunggu giliran..siap berebut meja tu..tak tahan!..semangat sebab dah sampe kan..kepunan plak kalu tak makan situ..jauh ooo kami datang ehehe..lepas makan on da way nak balik ronda2 KL dulu..sempat wusha bangunan BSKL..yer ar less than one month jer kite owg kene pindah sane isk iskk..
ermm it's a quite fun bile hangout ngan girls neh..sebab leh cuci mata dan memberi komen2 yg bernas bila nampak permandangan menarik!..and lagi besh kalu hang out ngan member2 yang bleh kate satu kepala..next time nak tambah ahlil kumpulan lagik..lagi ramai lagi besh!..well till then huh!..daaaaa~~
p/s: semenjak dua menjak neh banyak sangat unexpected things happened..ermmm kompius~
-Transformers-
Haa akhirnya dapat jugak tengok citer neh semalam..tak sia2 travel dari kajang ke the curve damansara ehehe..and tak sia2 juga beratur panjang nak beli tiket..memula budget sure kene dok depan skali..tp tetiba rezeki dapat jugak pot yang selesa..sesungguhnye citer ineh sangat SUPERB!..memang besh lahh..bleh kate kombinasi action, teknolgi terkini yang kekadang aku pon tak paham term dia ehhee and tak lupe komidi..seres weh tak sangka robot2 neh pon leh wat lawak ehehe..paling aku tak leh lupa time Optimus Prime kuar..perghhh time tu rasa nak bagi standing ovation ahahah..giler poyo!..tp seres memang aku excited time tu!!..tingat zaman kanak2 tengok katun dia..well kawan2 silalah menonton..eventhough you are not a transformers freak but i do believe you'll enjoy it dow!..huhu..and aku pon rasa nak tengok lagi ehehe..till then..autobots yeah!!
